Nothing stays the same forever, for that be grateful for each moment..

     This summer break was a the best reward for me, I gain from this break a lot.. Many things that I would never have understand or change if I never went went studying abroad I suppose. Spending time with parents are the best things a children can ever do and it's also one of the most rewarding way. Many good advice and reality 'speeches' was given, and that's how I realize there's more for me to learn.

     It's true how history provides the best picture for the future, if as children we were to follow those advice and not go against it, we might have been better I suppose. Realizing the reality of how tough is it to find the right person in your life is no small issue, like how many teenagers/ youngsters imagine about relationship, all they talk about is love, the feelings and blablabla... But how many of them can actually grab and understand the meaning of relationship?

     I notice the extension of my growth in mentally when I start questioning about relationship, marriage and most of all financial. I realize how much simpler would it be to just rely everything on Heavenly Father and continue to be Spiritually strong but saying it is much easier than doing it. All these time, my only obstacle that always bother my focus in life would be about love I suppose. For me, it's all about choosing the right person that you will be able to smile and share everything without any intentions. Not worrying about what she might do to those information or making her jealous about it. But yes, all these are not important for a long journey is waiting ahead of me. 

     Searching for the right one, that would be one of the hardest responsible and so I shall leave it to God. For I am sure HE has already chosen for me, it's just a matter of time before putting us in place. 

     Well, one thing to be sure would be that I'm more sensitive towards study nowadays and regretted my previous years spending time on the wrong path. Feeling that way assure me that I will UNDO my past by SUCCEEDING in my future. Placing everything in it's rightful place and doing what's right at that moment, that's what I have to learn.